LOA --- And the Wait Goes On

Well, I have now watched SO MANY from my agency not only get a referral after us, but they have also RECEIVED their LOA's.  I don't know if any of them had 2 children though.   Many have the luxury of even getting to travel TOGETHER.

In the adopt 2 kids group, I've seen some also get LOA before me, to the point that I don't know ANYONE that MIGHT travel near us, and I've quit trying to figure that out.

We are at days 151 and 100 for our girls wait now.............both are now past the average.  Though I'm told it could be any day, I am beyond believing that.  I figure it may take another 100 days to get their LOA's IF C is even going to grant them to us anyway.  :(

So I have also gotten to the point that I am SAD for our girls that they have to wait more!  BUT I am happy that so many others are getting to come home.

It's not about us missing each day with them, it's about them WAITING...........and WHAT IF C says no after all this time?????   I just don't know what to think or feel anymore.  :(

So I WILL rejoice for others and I am NOT going to talk alot about it on groups anymore..............I don't want people to stop telling me just because I MIGHT get upset.  :)

I WILL be happy for others.  :)  Truly...........:)

But if C says no after all this wait and I can't bring home the girls..............I don't know what I'm going to feel honestly............or react.

Please pray for us.